Showing posts with label gentle ben. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gentle ben. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 20, 2006


So, although my email address would suggest that I'm a softy, I haven't felt that peaceful about some things. I have just a tad bit of restlessness inside. Whether that's good or bad, I'm not sure. I've had some scary panic attacks lately. I feel out-of-control during those, but I know I can survive these episodes. Sometimes I worry what I'll do when I am freaking out because it generally happens out in public and far from home. Being home seems to lessen the anxiety. Some of the time, I'm a gentle bear; sometimes: not so much. But, I am always alvailable for a big, bear hug, though!
Please feed this bear!!! (Hint: he likes pizza)